July 27, 2009

Sunday Best

We had a few extra minutes before me and the kids needed to head out the door to church yesterday morning. So I tortured them with a little photo shoot. Jack was not pleased. But I managed to get one great shot! And they even held hands for me :)

I was thinking today where the time has gone? Jack is soon to be 4 and that seems to be the magic age that they are no longer a baby! And Hailey... she'll be 6 in December... it just doesn't seem like it's been that long. Sometimes I want to just freeze their growth :)

July 23, 2009

Must Watch Video!!

Wasn't that too cool?!? I loved it :) p.s. I posted earlier tonight... keep scrolling down for new pictures of our fun Summer!

Summer time fun!

We have been having a great Summer so far! Here are some pictures to prove it! Actually LOTS of pictures!

Cow Appreciation Day @ our Chick-fil-A was a great way to spend our lunch time.  We will definitely dress up as cows next time to get our free sandwiches.  IMG_5044 Hailey’s teacher from last year met us there.  The kids and I really enjoyed catching up with her. IMG_5043 Here are some of our crept myrtle blooms from the backyard.  The trees are huge… I almost couldn’t reach any of the flowers. They don’t last very long in the vase, but they are pretty to have in the house.IMG_5047 We spent another afternoon out at the Lineberger’s farm.  Lots of fun 4-wheelin’ and dirtbike ridin’…. I actually drove a dirtbike for the first time :) Unfortunately on the 4 wheeler I couldn’t take very many pictures of all that fun!

IMG_5061  Hailey’s chickens are ENORMUS!! Mr. Kerry told us that they in fact are Roosters… all three.  They are the same kind as ‘Foghorn Leghorn’  These bad boys are the kind you raise to eat.  IMG_5063Take a look at those feet!  Just huge! IMG_5064 IMG_5065 My mom went out to the garden and picked me some Sunflowers.  They were beautiful.  I love a sunflower garden.  They also grow all kinds of veggies and even watermelons!IMG_5067My mom has become so educated in farmin’ :)

I carried this bumblebee around on one of my flowers for a little while…  They don’t use any pesticides on their crops so needless to say my kids were ‘freakin’ out about the bugs :) IMG_5068

Last Sunday we had the teens from church over to our house for the evening Devo.  I did a picnic theme complete with dirt cake for dessert.  Everything was super yummy.IMG_5069

After the devo we all went out back to burn off some of that young energy.  That’s a blurry picture of Ben Lineberger.IMG_5071

Here they are playing some beanbag game, kind of like horse shoes.  One side had Auburn bags and sign… the other Bama.  Joe and Bry are a house divided!IMG_5072

Here’s Bry and Mom, plus Hunter and Luke Lineberger.  IMG_5075

Meshaun and Logan catching the action from the sideline.


A couple of days ago I took the kids out front to ride their bikes… it soon turned into dirt digging and playing around in the grass…. Pedro was begging to be with us and was paranoid we were leaving.  I missing his collar so I just opened the van door and he sat in there for at least an hour :)IMG_5080

He just looked so happy!IMG_5081 IMG_5082 IMG_5083


Here’s Hailey and Jack diggin’ up some dirt… what is better than that?IMG_5089IMG_5090



Uh-oh… my sword broke!!  Don’t worry, mommy fixed it :)

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Last night we were getting the kids ready for bed…. I ran to our bathroom and found this on the floor!!  Darren leaves his empty gun belt in there sometimes after he gets off…. Jack thought it was missing something!IMG_5119

P.s.  don’t mind my peeling wallpaper…. project in process.IMG_5120

July 15, 2009

Great Article!

I just read this article tonight and wanted to spread the word. I often visit the blog: Life With Aspergers, and today he referenced an article written by Rachel Cohen-Rottenberg. She also has a blog called Aspergers Journeys. I've attached the article because it challenges popular myths about autism (and I'm always trying to be an advocate for my daughter and others out there - the more we know the better). I hope that Hailey can grow up confidante and proud of herself just as this author has.

Challenging popular myths about autism

Last spring, my family and I moved from our 22-acre farm in western Massachusetts to the center of Brattleboro. It was the beginning of a new life together.
Six months later, at the age of 50, I was diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome, a high-functioning form of autism. Far from being a moment of heartbreak, my diagnosis was a cause for celebration. For the first time, my life made sense.
I had always felt very different from other people. I had always had a sense of apartness, of otherness, for which I could find no explanation.
The subject of autism had always fascinated me, but the idea that I might be autistic seemed absurd. I’d gone to college, made friends, and worked full-time. I was married and raising a family. How could I be autistic? After all, autistic people were locked into their own, strange worlds, unable to communicate or function in society.
Or so I thought.
I’ve come a long way since then. In the process of understanding myself as an autistic woman, I’ve had to discard all of the myths I’ve ever heard on the subject. These myths include the following.
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Myth #1: All autistic people are nonverbal and low functioning.
Autism is a spectrum condition. In the U.S., one person in every 150 is autistic, and more than half of all autistic people have Asperger’s Syndrome. In addition, many people on the spectrum find themselves between the high-functioning and low-functioning extremes. In fact, some who begin at the more severely affected end of the spectrum can become higher functioning as they grow and learn.
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Myth #2: Autism is a mental illness.
Autism is not a psychological disorder. It is a neurological condition in which the brain and nervous system are highly sensitive to sensory stimuli.
When the average person takes in sensory information from the environment, he or she intuitively filters it, prioritizes it, and responds in a purposeful way. For autistic people, sensory processing works very differently. The information comes in full force, without a great deal of filtering.
For example, I have almost no ability to filter auditory information. Anywhere I go, I hear a cacophony of sounds and voices, all at the same high volume. It is difficult for me to have a conversation with a lot of sound in the background, because for me, there is very little background. Any loud, crowded, unstructured situation causes me nearly immediate sensory overload.
I also experience the visual world very intensely. I am constantly scanning my environment, looking at numerous details, and attempting to order them into some sort of pattern. Because the visual world constantly changes, my ordering process never stops. It’s only recently that I’ve realized that most people do not experience the visual world with the same intensity that I do.
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Myth #3: Autistic people lack empathy.
Far from lacking empathy, autistic people often have an excess of empathy. However, because of our sensory sensitivities, we may not always be able to show it.
As a child, I was very sensitive and vicariously experienced the suffering of others. For example, in Hebrew school, we watched Nazi footage of what had happened in the concentration camps during the Holocaust. I saw films in which people were lined up at the edge of a ditch and shot. The empathy I felt for the people was immediate. I felt myself experiencing what they were experiencing, as though it were happening to me at that very moment.
For many years since then, I’ve been aware that when I walk into a room full of people, I enter into the emotional experience of everyone present. It’s as though all the emotions come right through me. It all comes in much faster than I can process it, but I feel its impact. I become very disoriented, so much so that I have difficulty feeling or thinking at all.
My husband can usually tell when I’m having this experience. He’ll say, “You’re gone, aren’t you?” to which I can only nod an emphatic “Yes.”
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Myth #4: Autistic people are antisocial.
Autistic people often have difficulties in communication because we are unable to intuitively read nonverbal cues, such as facial expressions and body language.
I’ve recently learned that nonverbal cues make up about 90 percent of any conversation. Until my diagnosis, I had no idea that nonverbal language even existed. When conversing, I just hear the words. That’s all. And because I just hear the words, I have to spend more time listening, translating, thinking, and responding than a neuro-typical person.
My response times are therefore delayed. People sometimes interpret my delayed response as a lack of interest. Under most circumstances, they are mistaken.
I don’t think it’s possible for me to fully express what a longing I have to spend time with other people. However, a 10-minute conversation with one person can feel like a lot of work. A conversation with more than one person is nearly impossible. And when you add my sensory and emotional sensitivities to the mix, you get a person who requires a great deal of solitude.
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Myth #5: Autistic people don’t make eye contact because they don’t care about what people have to say.
I find eye contact very difficult, but it has nothing to do with whether I’m interested in what someone is telling me. In fact, if I’m interested, I usually have to look away from the person in order to think clearly.
Over the years, in an attempt to mask my difficulties, I have developed a number of cloaking devices, including the ability to make and maintain eye contact. However, the skill does not come naturally.
Except for my husband and my daughter, I shy away from eye contact with most people, rather in the same way that I shy away from looking directly into the sun. When I look into a person’s eyes, I have such a profound experience of the person that it’s overwhelming.
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Myth #6: Autistic people can’t have families of their own.
Many autistic people are married and raising children. Both my husband and my daughter are neuro-typical, and I adore them.
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Myth #7: Autistic people are puzzles with pieces missing.
The use of the “missing puzzle pieces” metaphor to describe autism is a source of great pain for me.
Before my diagnosis, I used to feel that I had pieces missing. Once I discovered that I had Asperger’s Syndrome, all of the pieces of my life started coming together to form a coherent, recognizable picture. For the first time in my life, I felt whole.
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Myth #8: Autistic people have low intelligence.
Autistic people have different levels of intelligence, just as neuro-typical people do. The test used for measuring intelligence makes a profound difference in the outcome of the assessment.
In a 2007 study, autistic children and neuro-typical children took two IQ tests: the wisc test (which relies on verbal questions and responses) and the Raven’s Progressive Matrices test (which measures the ability to do high-level abstraction and complex reasoning).
Not a single autistic child scored in the high-intelligence range of the wisc; in fact, one-third scored in the low-intelligence range. However, one-third of the autistic children scored in the high-intelligence range on the Raven’s. Autistic and neuro-typical adults were tested as well, with the same results.
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Myth #9: Autistic people do not enjoy life.
For some autistic people, this statement is true, just as it’s true for any other group of people. However, many of us find great joy in our loved ones, and we can focus like a laser beam on our special interests for hours on end. My family, my friends, my art, my music, my writing, and my community work are constant sources of joy and satisfaction.
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Myth #10: Autism is a disease in need of a cure.
This statement is the focus of passionate debate.
Like many others, I do not consider autism a disease. As researchers at the Swiss Brain-Mind Institute wrote in a 2007 article, “The autistic person is an individual with remarkable and far above average capabilities due to greatly enhanced perception, attention, and memory. In fact, it is this hyper-functionality which could render the individual debilitated.”
At present, there is no cure for autism. I understand why some people on the spectrum might want a cure. Being autistic, even at a high-functioning level, is very difficult. For people on the severe end of the spectrum, the condition can be truly disabling.
Personally, I do not want to be cured. Autism makes me who I am, and it has given me many gifts. I am sensitive, empathetic, and artistic. I see great beauty in the world, and I feel its injustices very deeply. I am very direct in my speech, and for that reason, people intuitively trust me.
I would not want to be different. I am proud of who I am. It has taken me 50 years to discover the truth about my life. In the time remaining to me, I plan to mine that truth for all its worth.

July 11, 2009

4th of July Weekend pt.2

Our trip continued with dressing up in Red, White, and Blue! Loved Hailey's shirt that Grandma gave her. She was more interested in putting her hands in the pool than snapping a photo for me :) Still turned out cute.

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Jason stopped by to squeeze on his little man.. Sweet little family.

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We headed to the mall and wound up at a Disney store.  We don't have one close to us anymore so my kids have never been in one.  They were seriously in heaven!! I couldn't get them to stand still long enough for a picture of their reactions.  Jack wanted EVERYTHING and Hailey kept saying how 'Awesome' it was!

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Tried to get a picture on the big Mickey but you can tell that didn't go too well... They were all hyped up on shopping.  We made out good (all cost less than one Disney ticket and they were just as happy)

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That evening we grilled our hamburgers (thanks Ray-Ray) and got ready for fireworks.  You can see Jack was a little nervous... He kept his hands on his ears while driving to the neighbors house...no fireworks yet.

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Me, Heather, and Hayden walked over.

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While we watched some in the sky we also set off a ton in the street.  Jack would not let me put him down so I didn't get too many good pictures. 

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Finally my dad convinced him to get in the back of the truck with Hailey (who LOVED them!!)  At one point Hailey turned around to me and said 'Oh Mommy I love you!' She was so happy I let her come see the fireworks (just melted my heart!!)

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After church on Sunday we quickly got the kids together for a 'Great Grandbabies' photo op for Grandma-Great & Granddaddy-Great.  All three of their 'Greats' together!

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Then lunch on the patio to watch Hailey swim (she would eat and swim, then eat and swim)  Aunt Sue-Sue joined her.

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Grandma and Jack enjoying our Sunday afternoon.

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Hailey even started swimming on the deep end!!

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You can tell from how dry Jack is that he didn't even sit on the first step!! 

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Hailey grabbed the camera that night and got some candid shots.

Here is Mackenzie the pug.Picture 164

Zeek the jack russell . Who btw is a little kleptomaniac.  He will steal anything that isn't glued down to the floor and run till you trade him a treat! He also can let himself  out by pulling on the lever type door knobs.  They had to change all their indoor knobs to keep him out of the rooms!! But he's a sweetie!!!

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Sleeping Jason, Silly Heather, Aunt Lou-Lou holding Hayden.

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Cat napping with daddy.

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Hailey slept with me on the last night we were there.  We were looking at all the pictures she took and decided to take some of us.  I thought they turned out so cute.

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Had to post this.  On the way home there was a horse trailer with three horses.  They kept passing us, then we'd pass them...  The whole time the horses kept their heads out and my kids LOVED it!!!  I've actually never seen horses enjoy 70 mph breezes before.

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