So the doctor said some children don't react well to it and took her off. Thank goodness!! Now we are trying something else (I'm not ready to say what it is in blogland yet. To my close friends I will but this is taking some time for me to process and once we find what works maybe I'll be more open about it) She had her first dose today and thankfully she said it didn't taste bad!! We won't notice anything for a while. In my head I know this is not my fault (this is a lot of my talking with God) but in my heart I wonder what I did different with her. Did I take something I shouldn't have?? Was I exposed to something that I wasn't with Jack?? Her Psych. believes that we don't know why this happens and DOES NOT believe that it comes from vaccines. If I have another baby I will still get them vaccinated. There just isn't enough proof for me to believe that. I asked him if he thought it was genetic because I am desperately battling the desire to have another baby (again a lot of my talks with God). He said he sees some families that have 4 children and 3 of them have some forms of Autism but then he has 6 kids and only 1 has it.... Again there is no pattern. I don't know if it is selfish of me to want another baby just because I feel the need for one, but it will only cause more stress on our family and Hailey. But I'm hopeful that in a year or so Hailey will be in a better place and we'll be able to make the decision easier. I just wish I could get it off my mind. Whew!! That was a lot...thanks for 'listening' I think I'll go have some ice cream now and watch CSI:LasVegas!!